Never say never

When I used to be young, I said ‘I’ll NEVER do such and such’.
I shouldn’t have said that. I’m changing and I wouldn’t know what I’ll think and act. I once said, I’ll never get married, wondered ‘Why does people drown in loneliness?’, What is wrong with going out with couple friend?.
It all matters now. I feel lonely and I feel insecure. I feel jealous when a perfect couple is infront of me and looking at each other with those promised future eyes. I’m wearing skirt and I like it. When I was in high school I said I’ll never wear them. I said I will never listen to techno and I’m listening (good ones). I’m changing and I just realised, I should never say never.

You never know what will come infront of you.
 

1:05am, 12 May 2013

I guess you never know of how much I think of you. Don’t think I’m just thinking of you in simple way. It’s more than that. It’s physical.